Good and Bad News

I was quite suprise to see the result thta was posted yesterday. I never expecct that I did so well, considering the mistake that I did during the examiantion. Besides, I and one of my collegue did the same mistake, but yet both of our results were at two different end. May be is because I got one development case and one respi case. While she got one abdo and one respi case. However, I was not happy with the way I was treated by them. She treated me like I don't deserve it. I was wondering, how can she do this. Then when I calm down and think, then I know that she had ego problem. She cannot let others who she deemed inferior to be better than her. How can people be so selfish. I mean, I am not the best, but there is always someone who is better than another person. No one can be at the top forever. Nothing is consistent. Things always evolves. The only thing that is certain is death. Yet, many people failed to see this.

Karma

Karma come in two, good and bad.

You never know when it will come. Yesterday, I didn't even notice that i have dropped my key on the streets. One of my friend pass by and saw the car key on the street and she pick it up and return to me.

SO many cars have passed by and yes, it did crush onto my key, but fortunately it was not spoiled. I mean, of so many people that pass by there, no one noticed it but she did. She noticed it and return to me. People have said to me before, why I still treat her so good as a friend after all that she have done to me...My response was "we never know when we might ever need their help in the future.". Not implying that I want her help or anything else. It is just doing good things to people is not hurtful even if they don't acknowledge or appreciate it.

Humans are still humans

When we know each others, we were strangers. Quickly we know each others thru conversation...
She was one who sat near me...we talk to each others thru lectures queries. Soon, we became closer...we make good friends...that I didn't foresee... eventually we become closer than friends....however, due to the differences of our nature, we were sometimes not in the same conclusion...as her nature was better with another, our difference become worse... I do feel that sometimes I were used...but helping others shouldn't think of that...but I just can't help but think that way... I feel that what some said is right...common courtesy should be there...I don't ask for something in return of what u do for ppl...but some common courtesy from them....

Sleep

Ask any sleep specialist and they'll tell you that it all begins with good "sleep hygiene." That term refers to the behavioral and environmental factors that precede sleep and that may interfere with sleep. To improve your sleep hygiene:

•Avoid stimulants and depressants starting 6 hours before your bedtime (some would even say after noon). The goal is to prime your body to be appropriately tired at just the right time.
•Don't take naps. As great as they feel, they're going to mess up your sleep cycle.
•Don't study or do anything else in bed besides sleep. This helps train your body so that your bed is the place where you sleep, and getting in bed means "time to get sleepy."
•Dark, quiet, and cool conditions are most conducive to falling and staying asleep.

Like everything, it's all about balance. When you hear people talking about having a balanced life (social life, academic life, work life, family life), they never mention their sleep lives. You get 24 hours in a day to do with as you please, but sleep affects your ability and motivation to do what you want in other parts of the day. Sure, you can be the all-star in rotations and studying and still have a social life, but if you're sleeping 1 hour a night you will fall asleep in lectures, overdose on coffee, and feel cranky all day long. Making sleep a priority is vital to performing well in life. (Think of it this way: If you're getting a good night's sleep, you'll be energized the next day and less sluggish. You could potentially get more done because you're efficient.)

When it's late and I'm studying, I try to recognize my own limitations and the law of diminishing returns: You can only cram so much into your head in one evening. The later it gets, the less able you are to concentrate, analyze, and store the information that you so desperately want. Do you ever find yourself staring at a page trying to read but finding your mind constantly wandering? Alert! Alert! It's tired! Sleep helps you consolidate and lock in facts that you've been learning all day. If you don't sleep, what's the point of all that studying?

That said, even the most dedicated people have times when they simply have to cram. Try this method next time: Study until you start to recognize those diminishing returns, and then throw down a bookmark and go to sleep. Set your alarm for a couple of hours earlier than when you'd normally get up. You'll be surprised how much easier it is to study at 4:00 AM with some sleep under your belt than it is to wade through information at the end of a long day.

Finding the right way to sleep -- and knowing what your own body needs -- is absolutely critical to your success as a physician. Experiment with different approaches, and once you find what works for you, commit to it.

Crazy

My father took himself away from the anti-depressant for 2 weeks...he got panic attach..scare the hell out of me...
Today went out wwith him to talk and walk away and trying to make him feel not lonely.
It is going to be hard for him, considering that he is now not working...when he wake up...there is no one at hoseu...cause all went out for work or uni....

I asked him to go find something to learn...to work...try to keep himself occupied.

Can you last forever

Someone ask me a question "Do you think my BF and I will last?"
Honestly you both have totally different characteristic.
Things you like he tak like...
Things he like you definately tak like...
Although u say is nothing....but sooner it will be something.
However, i cannot say you willf ail in this r/s but it depends very much on how u and ur bf can tolerate each other. How they complement for each other down sides.
If u can do that, then u will be jsut fine. However, if u tolerate too much it can also be a negative effects...
So my final and only advise is "Think before act".

At Last Everything Is Settle

Final has ended. It is and ending but also a new begining.
Looking forward for a new beginning.
Now count down for the trip.

Pharmacology

When u have time to play and clubbing then don't complain no time study.
You should have plan your time properly.
Fail to plan = Plan to fail.
Cry after you know is too late is just no use.
I am trying to be proud or arrogant.
Just that u want to succeed then you must work for it.
You don't work hard then you don't complain.
I am sick of you complaining about how tough the paper is.
Why don't you ask yourself why you don't prepare for it.

Mentality

I don't mind borrow money to people or pay things for people first. But you must pay back me when you have the money. If you have no money and cannot pay me back then i can understand and tolerate about it. However when you ahve money to spend on other things then should not you have the courtesy to pay me back the money??? You need to survive with your money but don't I need to???

You can have money to buy iPhone and buy a iValue plan while you cannot pay me back RM 886 air ticket fair for Taiwan trip?? Your iphone cost about RM2500 and the downpayment for the plan was about RM500> so in total you have spend about RM3000 for your phone. Where do you get that kind of money to buy your phone, I wonder. If you can borrow money from your mom to buy why not borrow another RM886 and pay me back? Just because I don't chase after you for the cash you think I am a "wuss" and just kept on dragging the payment.

However tolerable I am, I also have a limit. You can spend money go Karaoke but you have no money pay me back. You got money go Jogoya or whatever nice food you have eaten...you got no money pay me back??? Those money if given by installment of RM50 per week i think is suffice to pay me at half of the money you owe me. SO PLEASE DON"T GIVE ME THE EXCUSE OF YOUR MONEY IS STUCK IN AN INVESTMENT!!!!

For sure I won't pay anymore money for you in advance neither will I borrow money to you. "Those who eat chilli will know it is hot". So please pay me abck as soon as possible. I too need to sue money.

Mortal Combat!!!!

Child combat with exam.
Adult combat for job with others.
Old combat with disease and death.

What else there is that we are not fighting for???

As for yesterday my FYP presentation was smooth and nice.
Chew Keng...don't angry me la!!!!
Now preparing for the final combat of the year and course.
When this is done...i will rest.
Wai Yew i will play sports with you as promise don't worry!!!

Anticipitated outcome

After i graduate, there are few outcome that i know will surely occur.
1st. few ppl will never contact me again....presumably no more using value!!
(I may be wrong but at least that is what i think)
2nd. Someone i know are departing for a better future and someone are getting worse
and worse.
3rd. Holiday.
4th. "cook" movie and games.
5th. Think of future.

I feel that i am not fairly treated

Why when i have problem, i turn to my father he ask me to learn to find solution myself, but when my sis got same problem, he help him out.

Yes i am jealous but i also felt that i am mistreated!!!
Why when i want to buy a PC, my father will ask me go search myself and see what price in the market that is offering. While my sis want to get a PC he ask me to help her out?
Not to say i don't take care of my sis. But this is not the first time it has happen.
Many times!!! She will always find excuse saying that she don't know and solution will be presented in front of her.
What about me??? Whenever i face a problem, i have to go learn myself how to deal with it. Eg. when my PC is down, i have to go take up course to learn how to fix it.
When my sis's PC got problem, she will go to my father and my father will look onto me...and the signal is send indirectly to me.
For things as simple as format the PC she also cannot do it herself!!! Just insert the CD into it and press few button also need me do for her. Not that i have not tried to teach her. She just don't want to learn.

Another case was the cart tinting, i went for tinting the car and paid myself even though i ask for money to do it from my dad. But when my sis get her car, she get it tinted and paid by my dad. And that was not even herself go tint it.
There are so many things that i felt so frustrated about it. Plus today, she want to go get some gadgets for her laptop, i even draw her the map to go there and there my father ask me to go with her to buy.
I mean what is it there for hr to go herself? Even if she get cheated by those ppl there is just money...nothing else. AT least she got the experience to deal with things by herself. Not always me helping her out. I got better things to do instead of babysitting her.

I brought her iphone!!!

Yup..i brought a iphone 3Gs for my sis as her birthday gift.
THis is only once only...haha...for her 21st birthday!!!
When i gave her..she was jumping arounhd yelling...
Haha...that is a nice scene!!!

Why is it so hard to communicate??

I cannot communicate with my father.
Always try to interupt me when i am in the middle of something.
When i am doing something, surely he will ask me do something elso for him.
When i am studying, will come in and ask me got new movie??
For crying out loud, i have told him if i got any new movies downloaded i will pass to him.
Yet every now and then he sure come in and disturb me.
When i want to watch movie outside...i turn up the volume a bit louder, he sure will say is too looud. What about him? When he is watching, he can turn up to the max volume. Where is the rationality on this.
When i am studying for exams, he want me to do things for him!!! Don't you think that is some what an inappropraiate timing?
Early morning, he want to read newspaper, he would wake me up to buy for it??
Why not he go buy himself when i am having my rest?
Where is the rationality of this? And please spare me the crap of "he is your father".
That is totally bullshit.
When he got a cheque he want to send, he would ask me to jam all the way there and back to send the cheque. Why not he go there by himself and enjoy the traffic???
When i plan my timetable, i will follow.
That was what he taught me but why he always keep trying to make me deviate from my timetable?
For god sake!!!! Help me. I have been keeping all these all these years.
Hopefully one day i can have all these prob solve.
I am indeed very envy with my friend whose parents can talk to their children and can communicate with them. Hope i can get one like that.

Learn How to Talk

Please know when is the time to talk.
Critise in private not in public.
If not u will get the full blow one day.
Don't give up on yourself.

Think of how will you we if u are that person!!
Don't always say you don't are.
Learn from your mistake please!!!
Before it is too late...

Think before act

We must be able to think properly before act.
Think before buy.
Eat when u are hungry.
Haste isn't the perfect solution.

If u think is not right, don't do.
If u don't need it, don't buy it.
Don't follow ppl.
Don't make an excuse to follow ppl.
Think of ur future before u make a decision.
Don't rely on ur family and friends too much,
one day they might not be there for u.

Is She Ready? I Doubt It.

Sex in this modern days may be normal especially in the western.
Research shown 90% of gals lost their virginity around 13 to 15 years old.
It is not surprise to know if a young gal have been sexually active.
Sexually active to one partner is 1 thing....
But not with so many partners,yet unprotected sex.
She is so naive...thinking that she is capable of raising a child of her own.
Maybe when she really have what she wished for she will cry!!!
As my lecturer, Dr. Haresh said...." you are also having sex with those that have had sex with her"...."It comes with the package!!" LOL

2012

It is a good movie....damn good one!!!
Those who haven't see must then you must see it!!!
In the film a global 'cataclysm' occurs leading to the end of the world, with global survivors struggling for their lives.
The film is inspired by the ancient Mayan culture that predicted a doomsday event will occur sometime in the year 2012, during the northern hemisphere's winter solstice.
I bet this day may pop up if we continue to screw around with our world!!
This movie show the bad side of a human nature and also the good ones.
But it was interesting to see that how contingency plan for this can be done
although this plan cannot accommodate everyone.

Here's the preview

This kid really know how to talk

What the hell....this kid next time grow up should be very good at talking...
Wakaka!!!

God, Please Save Me!!!!

OMG!!!
OMG!!!
OMG!!!

There it was everyone asking me to sign up Facebook...
Again and again i reject....
They all say i outdated!!!!
At tonight...i was super duper hyper stunned!!!!
Why???
My mom GOT Facebook!!!!!!!!

Holly.....