I feel that i am not fairly treated

Why when i have problem, i turn to my father he ask me to learn to find solution myself, but when my sis got same problem, he help him out.

Yes i am jealous but i also felt that i am mistreated!!!
Why when i want to buy a PC, my father will ask me go search myself and see what price in the market that is offering. While my sis want to get a PC he ask me to help her out?
Not to say i don't take care of my sis. But this is not the first time it has happen.
Many times!!! She will always find excuse saying that she don't know and solution will be presented in front of her.
What about me??? Whenever i face a problem, i have to go learn myself how to deal with it. Eg. when my PC is down, i have to go take up course to learn how to fix it.
When my sis's PC got problem, she will go to my father and my father will look onto me...and the signal is send indirectly to me.
For things as simple as format the PC she also cannot do it herself!!! Just insert the CD into it and press few button also need me do for her. Not that i have not tried to teach her. She just don't want to learn.

Another case was the cart tinting, i went for tinting the car and paid myself even though i ask for money to do it from my dad. But when my sis get her car, she get it tinted and paid by my dad. And that was not even herself go tint it.
There are so many things that i felt so frustrated about it. Plus today, she want to go get some gadgets for her laptop, i even draw her the map to go there and there my father ask me to go with her to buy.
I mean what is it there for hr to go herself? Even if she get cheated by those ppl there is just money...nothing else. AT least she got the experience to deal with things by herself. Not always me helping her out. I got better things to do instead of babysitting her.

I brought her iphone!!!

Yup..i brought a iphone 3Gs for my sis as her birthday gift.
THis is only once only...haha...for her 21st birthday!!!
When i gave her..she was jumping arounhd yelling...
Haha...that is a nice scene!!!

Why is it so hard to communicate??

I cannot communicate with my father.
Always try to interupt me when i am in the middle of something.
When i am doing something, surely he will ask me do something elso for him.
When i am studying, will come in and ask me got new movie??
For crying out loud, i have told him if i got any new movies downloaded i will pass to him.
Yet every now and then he sure come in and disturb me.
When i want to watch movie outside...i turn up the volume a bit louder, he sure will say is too looud. What about him? When he is watching, he can turn up to the max volume. Where is the rationality on this.
When i am studying for exams, he want me to do things for him!!! Don't you think that is some what an inappropraiate timing?
Early morning, he want to read newspaper, he would wake me up to buy for it??
Why not he go buy himself when i am having my rest?
Where is the rationality of this? And please spare me the crap of "he is your father".
That is totally bullshit.
When he got a cheque he want to send, he would ask me to jam all the way there and back to send the cheque. Why not he go there by himself and enjoy the traffic???
When i plan my timetable, i will follow.
That was what he taught me but why he always keep trying to make me deviate from my timetable?
For god sake!!!! Help me. I have been keeping all these all these years.
Hopefully one day i can have all these prob solve.
I am indeed very envy with my friend whose parents can talk to their children and can communicate with them. Hope i can get one like that.

Learn How to Talk

Please know when is the time to talk.
Critise in private not in public.
If not u will get the full blow one day.
Don't give up on yourself.

Think of how will you we if u are that person!!
Don't always say you don't are.
Learn from your mistake please!!!
Before it is too late...