Crazy

My father took himself away from the anti-depressant for 2 weeks...he got panic attach..scare the hell out of me...
Today went out wwith him to talk and walk away and trying to make him feel not lonely.
It is going to be hard for him, considering that he is now not working...when he wake up...there is no one at hoseu...cause all went out for work or uni....

I asked him to go find something to learn...to work...try to keep himself occupied.

Final result out!!!

Trying to get into the website.... cannot get in also...
fast fast let me get into it la!!!

Can you last forever

Someone ask me a question "Do you think my BF and I will last?"
Honestly you both have totally different characteristic.
Things you like he tak like...
Things he like you definately tak like...
Although u say is nothing....but sooner it will be something.
However, i cannot say you willf ail in this r/s but it depends very much on how u and ur bf can tolerate each other. How they complement for each other down sides.
If u can do that, then u will be jsut fine. However, if u tolerate too much it can also be a negative effects...
So my final and only advise is "Think before act".

At Last Everything Is Settle

Final has ended. It is and ending but also a new begining.
Looking forward for a new beginning.
Now count down for the trip.

Final Battle

Virology.

As deadly as it sounds.
It hunt our souls to the end of the space.
It suck our soul out just to study it.
Too many journals.
God bless he is not takign vengence on things ppl said about him.

Pharmacology

When u have time to play and clubbing then don't complain no time study.
You should have plan your time properly.
Fail to plan = Plan to fail.
Cry after you know is too late is just no use.
I am trying to be proud or arrogant.
Just that u want to succeed then you must work for it.
You don't work hard then you don't complain.
I am sick of you complaining about how tough the paper is.
Why don't you ask yourself why you don't prepare for it.

Hell of a Week

This week will be hell.....
3 papers to be tested.
OMG..so hope IPC was tested on last sat...so taht now can focus on 2 papers.
Hope this week can pass thru peacefully...
Then the trip will be a nice one.

Medical Genomic

The question was not hard but jsut don't know the answer.
If you have read it then you can answer it.
That is her style. You can never predict what she will do.
Coursework already low...hopefully can still get B+ ba...
I always get low coursework marks.
Day after tmomorrow is Oncology.
Hopefully can score. Don't want dissappoint Dr. Lim.

Mentality

I don't mind borrow money to people or pay things for people first. But you must pay back me when you have the money. If you have no money and cannot pay me back then i can understand and tolerate about it. However when you ahve money to spend on other things then should not you have the courtesy to pay me back the money??? You need to survive with your money but don't I need to???

You can have money to buy iPhone and buy a iValue plan while you cannot pay me back RM 886 air ticket fair for Taiwan trip?? Your iphone cost about RM2500 and the downpayment for the plan was about RM500> so in total you have spend about RM3000 for your phone. Where do you get that kind of money to buy your phone, I wonder. If you can borrow money from your mom to buy why not borrow another RM886 and pay me back? Just because I don't chase after you for the cash you think I am a "wuss" and just kept on dragging the payment.

However tolerable I am, I also have a limit. You can spend money go Karaoke but you have no money pay me back. You got money go Jogoya or whatever nice food you have eaten...you got no money pay me back??? Those money if given by installment of RM50 per week i think is suffice to pay me at half of the money you owe me. SO PLEASE DON"T GIVE ME THE EXCUSE OF YOUR MONEY IS STUCK IN AN INVESTMENT!!!!

For sure I won't pay anymore money for you in advance neither will I borrow money to you. "Those who eat chilli will know it is hot". So please pay me abck as soon as possible. I too need to sue money.

Thesis Have Been Surrendered

Luckily i have printed out on Friday and double check.There were mistake all over..i have to reprint a lot.If I have printed it today...i think i would have submitted the thesis with the mistake along.

Now all this is over!!! I now have to move on to another "OA".
The final exam.... Hate the journals...i am sure everyone do...
So many of them to read but just some of it coming out. Plus I have no idea which is coming out.

Med. gen. was told to have tips...but till this day...no news on that. I guess afterall we have to depend on our own...which is expected. So ppl don't dwell on the hope that the tips will drop from the sky and start digging info for Med. gen. and make sure read extra...I myself will do so too....

Good luck guys.

Mortal Combat!!!!

Child combat with exam.
Adult combat for job with others.
Old combat with disease and death.

What else there is that we are not fighting for???

As for yesterday my FYP presentation was smooth and nice.
Chew Keng...don't angry me la!!!!
Now preparing for the final combat of the year and course.
When this is done...i will rest.
Wai Yew i will play sports with you as promise don't worry!!!

Anticipitated outcome

After i graduate, there are few outcome that i know will surely occur.
1st. few ppl will never contact me again....presumably no more using value!!
(I may be wrong but at least that is what i think)
2nd. Someone i know are departing for a better future and someone are getting worse
and worse.
3rd. Holiday.
4th. "cook" movie and games.
5th. Think of future.

Last Sem

Everything falling down now....
Last minutes lecture all pour down on us.
The work load is so much.
Barely can breath.

Hopefully can finish all the chapter that have been thought last week.Medical genomics and Viro is a hell subject.
One too shallow and need lots of reading...(NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO time!!!!!!!)
Another one too sial..ntoes like scramble eggs.

I feel that i am not fairly treated

Why when i have problem, i turn to my father he ask me to learn to find solution myself, but when my sis got same problem, he help him out.

Yes i am jealous but i also felt that i am mistreated!!!
Why when i want to buy a PC, my father will ask me go search myself and see what price in the market that is offering. While my sis want to get a PC he ask me to help her out?
Not to say i don't take care of my sis. But this is not the first time it has happen.
Many times!!! She will always find excuse saying that she don't know and solution will be presented in front of her.
What about me??? Whenever i face a problem, i have to go learn myself how to deal with it. Eg. when my PC is down, i have to go take up course to learn how to fix it.
When my sis's PC got problem, she will go to my father and my father will look onto me...and the signal is send indirectly to me.
For things as simple as format the PC she also cannot do it herself!!! Just insert the CD into it and press few button also need me do for her. Not that i have not tried to teach her. She just don't want to learn.

Another case was the cart tinting, i went for tinting the car and paid myself even though i ask for money to do it from my dad. But when my sis get her car, she get it tinted and paid by my dad. And that was not even herself go tint it.
There are so many things that i felt so frustrated about it. Plus today, she want to go get some gadgets for her laptop, i even draw her the map to go there and there my father ask me to go with her to buy.
I mean what is it there for hr to go herself? Even if she get cheated by those ppl there is just money...nothing else. AT least she got the experience to deal with things by herself. Not always me helping her out. I got better things to do instead of babysitting her.

I brought her iphone!!!

Yup..i brought a iphone 3Gs for my sis as her birthday gift.
THis is only once only...haha...for her 21st birthday!!!
When i gave her..she was jumping arounhd yelling...
Haha...that is a nice scene!!!

Why is it so hard to communicate??

I cannot communicate with my father.
Always try to interupt me when i am in the middle of something.
When i am doing something, surely he will ask me do something elso for him.
When i am studying, will come in and ask me got new movie??
For crying out loud, i have told him if i got any new movies downloaded i will pass to him.
Yet every now and then he sure come in and disturb me.
When i want to watch movie outside...i turn up the volume a bit louder, he sure will say is too looud. What about him? When he is watching, he can turn up to the max volume. Where is the rationality on this.
When i am studying for exams, he want me to do things for him!!! Don't you think that is some what an inappropraiate timing?
Early morning, he want to read newspaper, he would wake me up to buy for it??
Why not he go buy himself when i am having my rest?
Where is the rationality of this? And please spare me the crap of "he is your father".
That is totally bullshit.
When he got a cheque he want to send, he would ask me to jam all the way there and back to send the cheque. Why not he go there by himself and enjoy the traffic???
When i plan my timetable, i will follow.
That was what he taught me but why he always keep trying to make me deviate from my timetable?
For god sake!!!! Help me. I have been keeping all these all these years.
Hopefully one day i can have all these prob solve.
I am indeed very envy with my friend whose parents can talk to their children and can communicate with them. Hope i can get one like that.

Learn How to Talk

Please know when is the time to talk.
Critise in private not in public.
If not u will get the full blow one day.
Don't give up on yourself.

Think of how will you we if u are that person!!
Don't always say you don't are.
Learn from your mistake please!!!
Before it is too late...

Think before act

We must be able to think properly before act.
Think before buy.
Eat when u are hungry.
Haste isn't the perfect solution.

If u think is not right, don't do.
If u don't need it, don't buy it.
Don't follow ppl.
Don't make an excuse to follow ppl.
Think of ur future before u make a decision.
Don't rely on ur family and friends too much,
one day they might not be there for u.